so wyl had a rendevous with wendi who told him that john and nicka really don't like me. i thought jon and nicka and i were getting close but aparently while my back was turned there was this giant knife jammed in. they're sick of me being sick. funny, so am i. but aparently i'm more of a burden on everyone than originally thought. i'm glad that little skank-whore wendi got to be the bearer of bad news through wyl. i knew the second i left town she'd make an attempt. fucking sloppy bitch. i hope she gets aids and dies a miserable and horrid death.

so at any rate, everyone is marginally tolerating me. great to know that the second i leave town all these wonderful people try to kill my relationship. fuck you all. FUCK YOU ALL.

WHY DO ALL MY "FRIENDS" TRY TO MAKE MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE FUCKING DIFFICULT?!?!?!?!

fuck you all, seriously. absolutely fuck you all.

From: [identity profile] know-my-wrath.livejournal.com


wtf ever... fuck that shit. i marginally tolerate how much i like being around you. i know jenn feels the same way, we both love you... so fuck that bitch... ill cut her.

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


you and jen are real friends. not "friends"

that's rare anymore.

From: [identity profile] know-my-wrath.livejournal.com


holy shit and totally off topic, since kevin quit i have talked you up to my manager... you might havea job if you want it. the new dm is supposed to be pretty "rad" so... just a thought. i miss you at the store.


back to the topic, i just wish we were around each other more as a group. i cant believe we live so close and are all so closed off that we dont spend more time together. i cant tell if its indifference or just the mental block of not leaving the house. anywayz, "friends" are important too because they help you through "the moment" even if they have no real impact. im glad you consider us the latter though. if you want to come with me tomorrow to see jenn you are welcome to.

From: [identity profile] skwyrm.livejournal.com


that is SO not even remotely close to what was said...

From: [identity profile] nemesisn72.livejournal.com


F stupid people.

There are people who love you, no matter what.

I miss all you guys.

<3

From: [identity profile] skwyrm.livejournal.com


oh, and nice use of an NDE reference there...

i honestly think i'll be the only person to spot it, so i thought i'd present the proper kudos to ya chief...

rats off to ya!

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


are there any open shift lead positions for full time? i'd be more than happy to come back.



i agree on the whole not seeing eachother too much thing. next puppet night i think we should invite you and jen instead of jon and nicka. either that or wyl can hang out with jon and nicka on one side of the room and we can hang out on the cool people side.

or maybe we can have "hey jen, get out your fucking paints and create so you can take out your pissed offidness on a canvas and create some serious awesomeness that i know you're capable of, ya shit!" night while you and wyl jam out to some finntroll and be all nordic with your black metal asses.

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


i believe it was exactly what was said to me at least as transcribed by you. i still want to kill that fucking little skank ass whore.
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