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i think there's another disc going bad in my back. fucking magnificent timing. it's between my shoulder blades this time, and it stings to even breath. i keep getting dizzy because i can't take a deep enough breath. i can barely turn my head to the right (which is awesome because i can barely turn my head to the left because of the fusion) and my ears keep ringing. i'm so fucking tired of medical shit. i'm buried in medical debt to the point that i've actually considered just going bankrupt again when my last one clears (which used to be 7 years, but apparently it's now 10. that was a fun shock on my credit report!). i need to just move to a country where people go bankrupt for poor decisions, not poor health.
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