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sprinklethief ([personal profile] sprinklethief) wrote2005-01-26 09:53 pm

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i was making such good process...

my meds started tripping me up, fucking me up and making it so that i coudln't sleep but i was so tired that i couldn't get out of bed.

i stopped taking my mood stabalizer... i've been insanely swinging all day, small things are piling up on me... i don't feel like i can survive the night... but i know i will.

i'm going to take the trileptol after dinner tonight so i can try to get back on track. i HATE that the meds rule my life so much. i hate that i need them to deal, and i hate that i haven't found a new shrink yet to get these med problems under control. i understand that i need them, but i still hate that i do.

i'm going to go read and wait for wyl to call so he can come pet me and make me chill out. everything is so.... AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGHGHGHGH!!!

[identity profile] bhawks.livejournal.com 2005-01-26 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Stretch your body Charlie Brown. Release the stress; let it go. Don't fall for Lucy's football trick anymore....

[identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com 2005-01-28 11:42 am (UTC)(link)
i thought lucy's football trick was a prerequisite to being a shrink.

DON'T TORTURE THE CRAZY PEOPLE!

[identity profile] stylish-deviant.livejournal.com 2005-01-26 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
i'll be home all night if you need anything...

[identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com 2005-01-28 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
MIND BULLETS! TO SHOOT THE IDIOT SHRINKS!!!

[identity profile] matafleur.livejournal.com 2005-01-27 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
Meds are an evil evil trap....
there has to be a better way...
but I don't know of any natural treatments for it yet....
*worry*

[identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com 2005-01-28 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
i'm afraid there isn't an effective natural way, trust me, i've searched high and low.

this is all i have

[identity profile] matafleur.livejournal.com 2005-01-31 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
maybe, but the mind has a wonderful ability to heal itself and the body.
*feels really cheesy now*