HIYA, REMEMBER ME?!

so yeah, after physical therapy failed, the facet joint injections failed, the medial branch blocks failed... i got burned to death! no, i actually got radiofrequency lesioning. see, when i read it, it said they insert A NEEDLE... NOT GODDAMN FOUR OF THEM!!! it was easily up there as one of the most extraordinarily painful procedures i've ever been privy to. well, up until they do the actual lesioning, then they inject massive amounts of burning numbing meds and you don't feel shit. i'm still so sore tho that i really can't tell the difference. they also upgraded me to percocet which lead to a big haze that i'll refer to as friday.

so thats where i've been since thursday. drugged out of my mind. sorry callie for missing the b-day window.



so this town is starting to scare me and i'm considering moving out of it and returning for school only. monday last week some kids joey and i know got damn near beat to death. one of them with a baseball bat, one was stabbed 11 times. a few days later the cops came in to work and asked to see my security tapes. apparently some woman was beaten unconscious and robbed right outside. unfortunately my cameras didn't see out far enough. oh yeah, also - between all of that - someone set our dumpster on fire. not like "awww, lookit the smoke!" but a roaring fire that the fire dept. had to come put out. couple that with all the neighbor crap and the decline of my apartment building as a whole... it's time to move on.


in other news my neutered cat is humping my dirty clothes.
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From: [identity profile] anmorata.livejournal.com


Aww, it's okay. Buy me a beer the next time you see me (which will be soon!!).

From: [identity profile] daliah.livejournal.com


not being funny here, but have you ever tried acupuncture? if youve tried a ton of other things, your insurance might cover it, and the place that i went was only $40 a visit with a referral from a friend/patient.. the dude i went to was highly renowned for helping with chronic pain, though i dont think it worked quite as well for the psychological issues i was dealing with. or rather, not dealing with. anyway, you might want to give it a try, and its really not painful. very relaxing and calming. im sure youre like *my pain is way too bad for acupuncture* but hey, it works for tons of people!

From: [identity profile] paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com


i have really bad nerve damage and arthritis in my back with just a sprinkle of bone spurs and a hint of stenosis as a garnish, lol. at this point i'm really willing to try anything to make the pain go away.

i guess i did "extreme" acupuncture, lolz. they should have that on the x-games cuz that shit hurt.

From: [identity profile] woodfaery.livejournal.com


Wow, lesioning...I feel sorry for you. :(

That is scary about what is happening in kent...was somethign put in the water?


But...the kitty humping the clothes made me smile.
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