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MY OLD SHRINK IS COVERED BY MY NEW INSURANCE!!!!!!!

thank fucking god. she's the only doctor that ever made progress with me. the only one who treated the asperger's FIRST, then everything else.

silver lining?

aaaaaand....

my adderall was only $7.50 with this insurance. that saves me $70 fucking dollars. all generic meds are $7.50 for 30 days and no more than $15 for 90. too bad they can't write the adderall for 90 days.

this levels the playing field for me in so many ways. my meds - WITH insurance - came up to anywhere between $350 - $450 a month, unless i got sick, then it was upwards of $500. the only bright side is that i could usually hit my yearly deductible within january alone. now? $75. unless i can get the rest written for 90 days, then it'll be more like $50.

you know what that means? I CAN FINALLY GET OUT OF THIS GODDAMN APARTMENT BUILDING!

you know what else this means? I CAN FINALLY START ACTUALLY PAYING OFF MY MEDICAL DEBT!

so, while i'll still live like a poor person because i want to dig myself out of debt finally, at least i know it will be by choice, not by force.