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yanno, i'm pretty sick of being poor. i think 28 years = enough is enough. i'm sick of joey always losing his job when we need it most, or when we're trying to move. i'm sick of shitting out my savings on a bi-yearly basis. i'm sick of living in this tiny ass plague-ridden apartment. and i'm sick of this shit-ass job market that can only employ someone in the manufacturing field for a week or so at a time after months of unemployment. i'm sick of supporting a family on my laughable wages while i train for a less-laughable wage to keep us afloat. college has fallen by the wayside, and that hurts. it was something i worked so hard for and i just had to let it go until further notice.

something has GOT to give already. i feel like i'm getting buried every time i get my head above the surface.