this is what's going on inside my head most days...

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i'm fucked off and it's dark in here. i'm so tired but i cannot sleep now, i have to fucking work soon. when i tried to sleep it just wasn't going to happen. when i gave up everyone else went to sleep (yes, including the cats).

i already hate today. add to this shit the fact that i've somehow torn up the inside of my mouth in three different areas AND bit my tongue really bad and you have what an awsome day today is going to end up being. fuck, why do i bother.

i think i'm going to make an attempt to eat. every time i have i keep re-biting where my mouth is torn up, but maybe if i have some food in me i'll be able to function. that is if i don't throw it up as ususal. coffee here i come.

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have you ever fogged up your EYE when drinking coffee? not glasses (i can't find those :P) but your eye?

boy that was weird.