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the highs don't last long enough and the lows never end.

example:
last high = half a day
last low = five months
last dangerous high = been so long i don't even remember
last dangerous low = 2 weeks

wtf.

i can't wait till we get these stupid meds to the correct dosage.

i also can't wait till they re-open our gym so i can release some pent-up aggression. i.want.to.kill.....

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2 of my cats don't get along and are territorrily pissing all over EVERYTHING.

AND OF THEM IS FEMALE!

it's seriously got me to the edge of my sanity. i'm fucking wavering on crying insanely and closing myself in the bathroom. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?