got my fix!

so i'm about 10 hours into star ocean 3 and the story just isn't catching me. i'm finding playing the game almost a chore :P perhaps it's because in my mind the only rpg in the world is FF7 and that's it, hands down. i think i'm having a love affair with sephiroth... i think i'm going to get a tattoo of the screen shot from advent children where sephiroth is walking into the flames and glaring back at cloud. ::shiver::

also, i'm slightly disturbed by my crush on billy bob thornton...

eh

i feel inadiquate...

like i haven't been living up to what is expected of me as a girlfriend.

luckily i go to the doctor on monday to try to figure out what the crap is wrong with my body. maybe then i could do my girlfriendly duties. we'll both be less stressed an much more... bwowmp chika bwowmp bowww-ed

on the agenda today - get kitty litter and scrub the crap out of the stinkybottomkittyboxes, vacuum, tidy up a bit and megasnugglefuntime. gotta pull outta this funk.

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i'm sorry i woke up today.

you can only drink so much cough syrup before you just want to be awake.

maybe i'll go chug the rest of the bottle so everyone's problems will go away.

maybe i'll chase it with anything i have in my medication box.

no, not really. don't worry. i'm just bummed out at my unimportance.

shoot me.