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it seems the only answer is to run away instead of staying and facing your demons like the rest of us have to. where are you gonna run to? what about those of us who can't run? how do you know you aren't one of us? how about those of us who have no loved ones to run to, or nowhere where "everyone cares" about us? what are we supposed to do? what happens when the problem is in our heads? how do you run from that? i'm tired of hitting the needle, hitting the nose, hitting the bottle to run run run... i'm tired of running. i want to face these things. i want to smile and not have to force it. i want this illness to just be an aspect of me, not ME. people can function with this illness, i just need to learn how... and i need you to bear with me while i learn...
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