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yappa started getting really bad tuesday night. she would go into a litterbox, dig around, go into another, and come out and yowl. it broke my heart the second i saw it because it meant that the cancer grew too big and covered her urethra. couple that with the fact that she could no longer control her bladder when even sitting there being pet or even walking...
yappa had to be put down yesterday. it was the hardest thing i've ever done and i can't stop crying over it. even the vet cried. even my mom cried. we all knew she wouldn't pull through but this is still so hard. the house seems so empty without her. i keep expecting to see her come padding around the corner looking up at me adoringly, or stepping in a puddle where she was sitting. it feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and threw it against the wall.
i love you yappa. i miss you with all my kitty loving heart.
yappa had to be put down yesterday. it was the hardest thing i've ever done and i can't stop crying over it. even the vet cried. even my mom cried. we all knew she wouldn't pull through but this is still so hard. the house seems so empty without her. i keep expecting to see her come padding around the corner looking up at me adoringly, or stepping in a puddle where she was sitting. it feels like someone ripped my heart out of my chest and threw it against the wall.
i love you yappa. i miss you with all my kitty loving heart.