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[sprinklethief]

sometimes when others try to help you it seems patronizing and forced. sometimes i feel like a burden to everyone.

i just want to run away like i used to when things got to be too much. i used to just drop everything and dissapear for months on end. this would be the perfect time to.

but i wont.

i feel so defeated and i hate this place and i hate what i've become.

i want to go back to when everything was okay and things didn't bother me so much. i want my naivety back. i want everything to be simple. fuck this complexity.

Comments

[aurora-lamour.livejournal.com]

You are not a burden to your friends. And that, at least for me, is what so great about LJ. You can say what you want, be what you want, and if people cannot deal with your issues at that time, they can just scan on by. But others can jump in and try to help.

I do understand wanting my naivety back. What happened to just being able to be a nice person and expecting the same in return and nothing more?

[indy-skies.livejournal.com]

oh i know the feeling. but it takes more guts to stay, doesn't it?

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i don't really have close friends though. and i really can't say much on LJ without catching a shitstorm for it in some way, hence why i don't really say much. i'm pretty much trapped :P

and yes, i wish i could for once receive the respect i put out there. but wish in one hand...

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

sometimes...