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[sprinklethief]

i cut my nails down back to bass playing length after snapping two off on my 5 string fish last night.

as i grow up and continue to learn, i am seeing that a LOT of people i've kept as aquaintences i actually don't like. like, at all. like people who whore themselves to get "staus" in this city. people who only talk to prominant people in the stupid "scene" to make name-drop worthy friends. "oh, i hung out with [random name drop] and we djed this show for [random stupid ebm/ass goth/wahtever stupid shit you all listen to now] and we saw [name drop] who said they were djing [stupid lame-ass dj night] and got really dunk!" like this asshole in the middle. whatever. if that's all you want to do with your life, you are stupid. i have no respect for you. i don't care what bands your friends with. i don't care what exciting new cutting edge shitfest songs you're playing. be like batty. fucking play journey in the chamber and not give a FUCK. then you'll earn my respect.

wow, i've become jaded. no wonder i never go out anymore. i think i'm going to go to a buffet before the next time i go out and eat all i possibly can then throw up on any stupid fuck that runs up and hugs me. i've always hated being touched, i was just too drunk to care. i think sobriety is the best thing that could have happened to me: i finally got my goddamn priorities strait and began creating a good life for my family that i now have, albeit only 2 people, it's still my family.

maybe i'm a "corporate asshole" now, or maybe i just realized how childish and "i'm so cool" everyone is. whatever. i'd rather stay home away from ever other assholes and paint or cuddle mr. stupidface.

fuck.

Comments

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

I think I forgot about that hug thing.
I did it twice last time... sorry ....

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

certain people are exempt :)

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

booyah!

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

chicka bowmp bowwww!

you gotta come up when we move! i'll treat everyone to body worlds. we're getting a nice sofa with a queen-sized memory foam pull out bed to crash in and a FREAKING LAKE VIEW FROM 9 MOTHERFUCKING STORIES UP!!!!!

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

HOly Peanuts!
that's a pretty kick ass sofa thingy. It looks as if it is beckoning your ass to it..... sofa siren song... pulls you beneath the cushy cushions and you are never seen again...
I'm sure wel'll come up, like for duh!

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i like it cuz it looks like it's trying to hug you :)

[skwyrm.livejournal.com]

I don't think you count, she TOTALLY wants to do you. and you gutta hut at SOME point, right?

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

gutta hut?

[skwyrm.livejournal.com]

no idea

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

well, I hope I can hut her at some point....

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i think he smoked bug powder before typin' that bad boy out.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

ass.

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

Yeeeeeaaah.... tooo had she's all... ENGAGED an' stuff.. ;)
*playful donkeypunch*
Thanks for crushing my hopes and dreams!
:D

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

::dies at the sheer coolness of your icon::

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

there will be more.. I must forage...

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

hooraaaaaaaay!

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

maybe we can bribe him...

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

but what do Wyls like to be bribed with? Squid?

or rather..what can we bribe Oswald with, because we all know that he's controlling things around here...

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

oswald has consumed more of his head as of recent

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

SEE! He's taking over, his plot has been revealed and now he must quicken his evil machinations...

[flurbins.livejournal.com]

clicky the linky.... Boo for closed directories!

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

shouldn't be closed...

[limbik.livejournal.com]

I agree with you. I'd say it's a big reason I don't go out a lot anymore. I grew out of that LOOK AT ME stage when I was 20.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

yeah, it's like being in a giant city-wide high school.

[nemesisn72.livejournal.com]

I love Chicago.

;)

Seriously, I miss none of that shit. That's not to say it doesn't happen here, it's just that it's a big enough city that I can dodge any bullshit with ease.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i just chose not to be part of this shit anymore. i've got better things to do.

[nemesisn72.livejournal.com]

You definitely have better things to do love. ;)

I still enjoy the music and going out to clubs, so this works out nicely for me. Other then my friends here, I'm still a pretty unknown face, which is so nice for a change.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

i'm becoming unknown which is making me happy :)

[genuinechris.livejournal.com]

I am not a republican. I am not a conservative, even. I'm a libertarian.

However.

The use of nazi symbols when it's not appropriate trivializes the horror that Hitler brought, and makes it all into some sort of joke. I think that it hurts the world.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

my father has an auschwitz number tattooed on his arm and the rest of my aunts and uncles on his side died in the zyclon-b gas chambers. i don't think it's a joke.

however

the american government does worse things to people in third world countries, even iraq. us death squads in samalia, so on.

so i feel it's valid.

plus a liberal wouldn't judge my political statement.

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

Yeah, not to mention the fact that this country was practically founded on genocide. I mean, where do you think Hitler got the idea for concentration camps?

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

heh, i almost forgot your expertise in american genocide. PREACH ON INDIAN PRINCESS!!

btw, THAAAAAAANK YOU so much for the romany_women referral, it lead me to find roma_andfriends and there's a really neat new post in there about the US finally beginning to step up and end the prejudice/genocide of the romany :). finally all their sticking our nose where it doesn't belong-ness is helping more than people who don't want to be helped!

now the indians.

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

*tips her hat*
as soon as I sawr it I thought of you and immediately mailed it to you
us girly minorities gotta look out for each other

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

INUIT!

ESKIMO PIE

[matafleur.livejournal.com]

Mafia! Underpants!
Best of both worlds :Mafia Underpants!

Re: ESKIMO PIE

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

heheheh, that dude was drunk. always.

[genuinechris.livejournal.com]

Nothing like that. Political statements can be wrong. The nazis were.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

very true!

i didn't mean to sound as snippy as i did, heh. i'm always up for political arguments, but we're both liberals so i'm not sure that'll get too far, lol.

[genuinechris.livejournal.com]

I don't know that I'm a liberal. I'm a libertarian--small government, low taxes, no foriegn wars. Lead by example, and let's kill all of the state's power over its people.

Oh, and the Government won't be in charge of marriage, of divorce, they won't take the place of charity. So we'll all get along better.

The gist is, I believe in freedom. A liberal might criticize, but nobody would ever stop someone from speaking. You're allowed to be wrong and stupid. I'm allowed to say, hey, the Neocons are BAD, but they ain't nazis.

I'm not gonna shed a tear for the things we did in our pst, but I'll be there to make sure that the future is different, yo.

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

that's an awesome perspcitve, almost natural law-ish.

moving forward.

i'm all for the government having NO hand in the marriage process. i know gay couples that have been monogomously together for YEARS as opposed to married guy X who constantly cheats. why can that not be considered a marriage?

my uncle john and aunt gary on my mom's side have been faithfully together for 40 years, yet since they live in a red state (florida) good ol' jeb says what they feel isn't love cuz they're bot boys.

i'd like to see he and his cousin's heads explode simotaniously on national TV. i can see it now, george would get this blank look on his face (you know the one) and them BOOM while on CNN that gay-bashing idiot will be talking about the horror of letting a half dead woman who was def dumb and blind die and BOOM!

now THAT'S entertainment.