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sprinklethief) wrote2005-06-09 10:47 pm
sprinklethief) wrote2005-06-09 10:47 pm
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our show last night proved to me that i can't control myself when alcohol is concerned, at least when i'm upset. the show could have gone better, and i'm now in debt one blacklight no jon and nicka after losing my balance after the show and crushing it. they seemed less than thrilled to be there, most of the people who promised to show up didn't, the second dude really sucked my asshole dry...
but things are beginning to look up. my period came today. period=no baby. got my meds fixed. took the day off as a mental health day to just rest and be with wyl at this point of transition in his life. things are looking up finally, i just hope they stay that way tho i'm not expecting them to.
it's miserable hot, my flesh is sticky and gross. but i'm set to recieve 2 appraisals tomorrow which means i can get two more deals submitted. so rock that shit.
i think the new med/dosage is working, i'm a little more calm today. or maybe it's because some of my stresses are dropping off.
i deleted my myspace account. that'll relieve a hell of a lot of stress. wyl no longer works with wendi so she can't start shit because we won't know about all the shit she says behind our backs and the rumors she starts. it'll be good to have her away from us. i wish people saw her for what she really was, and i wish people actually knew the shit she's put wyl and i through. she's not a goddamn defensless little girl, she's a vindictive whore who will not leave us alone, be it through our friends or our family or just people we have to deal with.
i want wyl to go to school, i'm going to "force" him to once i close some deals. i mean, how can you say no when tuition is paid in full, lol.
but i'm going to try to start thinking a little more positive. still expecting the worst but thinking for the better. slowly (verrrrrrrrry slowly) stresses are dropping off and drama is ceasing. my goal of living a drama-free life is looking like something more tangeble. not sure what to do next to make people leave me alone. thinking about canceling my journal, but i vent a lot in here, kinda therepudic sometimes...
i've eleminated people in my life who breed drama, situations that breed drama...
so things are looking good finally...
finally...
but things are beginning to look up. my period came today. period=no baby. got my meds fixed. took the day off as a mental health day to just rest and be with wyl at this point of transition in his life. things are looking up finally, i just hope they stay that way tho i'm not expecting them to.
it's miserable hot, my flesh is sticky and gross. but i'm set to recieve 2 appraisals tomorrow which means i can get two more deals submitted. so rock that shit.
i think the new med/dosage is working, i'm a little more calm today. or maybe it's because some of my stresses are dropping off.
i deleted my myspace account. that'll relieve a hell of a lot of stress. wyl no longer works with wendi so she can't start shit because we won't know about all the shit she says behind our backs and the rumors she starts. it'll be good to have her away from us. i wish people saw her for what she really was, and i wish people actually knew the shit she's put wyl and i through. she's not a goddamn defensless little girl, she's a vindictive whore who will not leave us alone, be it through our friends or our family or just people we have to deal with.
i want wyl to go to school, i'm going to "force" him to once i close some deals. i mean, how can you say no when tuition is paid in full, lol.
but i'm going to try to start thinking a little more positive. still expecting the worst but thinking for the better. slowly (verrrrrrrrry slowly) stresses are dropping off and drama is ceasing. my goal of living a drama-free life is looking like something more tangeble. not sure what to do next to make people leave me alone. thinking about canceling my journal, but i vent a lot in here, kinda therepudic sometimes...
i've eleminated people in my life who breed drama, situations that breed drama...
so things are looking good finally...
finally...
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I'm glad you're feeling better baby.
Much love and hugs to you both.