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sprinklethief) wrote2008-09-28 12:58 pm
sprinklethief) wrote2008-09-28 12:58 pm
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in another few days it'll be october.
i don't have enough money to pay rent because of this car nonsense. i'm already out about $1450 that i never actually had due to deductibles and insurance on the rental car as well as gas to feed a 6 cylinder engine when i'm used to my stick shit 4-banger.
i took out ANOTHER loan from school but it has yet to even post to my bursar's account a week later, let alone my bank account. i've officially maxed out my possible financial aid for this semester. i have NEVER done that before.
this year has been almost as bad as last year. much worse health-wise.
it's so hard not to drop to my knees and pray for a meteor to fall from the sky and crush the life out of me.
hey, a girl can dream, right?
maybe a drive by? dislodged jet engine? random violent crime? "accidental" overdose? anything??!
very few days have gone by since my fender bender that i haven't wished it was a full on fatal car crash and the car and myself were totally decimated. at least the hell i'm going through now because of it would seem equivalent.
i don't have enough money to pay rent because of this car nonsense. i'm already out about $1450 that i never actually had due to deductibles and insurance on the rental car as well as gas to feed a 6 cylinder engine when i'm used to my stick shit 4-banger.
i took out ANOTHER loan from school but it has yet to even post to my bursar's account a week later, let alone my bank account. i've officially maxed out my possible financial aid for this semester. i have NEVER done that before.
this year has been almost as bad as last year. much worse health-wise.
it's so hard not to drop to my knees and pray for a meteor to fall from the sky and crush the life out of me.
hey, a girl can dream, right?
maybe a drive by? dislodged jet engine? random violent crime? "accidental" overdose? anything??!
very few days have gone by since my fender bender that i haven't wished it was a full on fatal car crash and the car and myself were totally decimated. at least the hell i'm going through now because of it would seem equivalent.
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Bug the Bursar's office about it. When they helped me with an emergency loan, I received it the same day.
Love you, lady. Hang in there.