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[sprinklethief]

i would love so much to be able to just go to school instead of worrying about both school and work full time with two research labs. i'm so sick of trying to cram 20 hours worth of crap into every day (including 8 hours of work). i have 2, count them, 2 planners. one to break down everything hourly and one to keep track of assignments and appointments. this had better pay off dammit.

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sorry for intruding ; ;

[i-am-not-my-own.livejournal.com]

I can feel your pain about school and work, I'm trying to get my school crap in order and work and be a husband and daddy, its hard work, but as sick as you may be of putting all the shit you can muster into one days time, one day it'll really have paid off. You can look at your family (should you decide to have one) and be proud of you can give them. You can look at your children (read above insertation) and know that you've given them a lead on life that a lot of kids dont have. The best feeling though, is when you wake up, and you can feel inside that you've done something. that you've accomplished something that mattered to you. I've found that you (figurative) can dwell on the constant reminders of mistakes you've made, that people refuse to let you forget, and it can really make you feel small, like you'll never amount to anything. I'm glad you (actually you) have found a way to push past rediculous things like that, and have moved on with your life, joo roxxorz.

now for a side note/explanation of the weirdo posting to your stuffs:

Sorry to post, i know it may seem kinda random, but i saw your megaman skull on the gaming tattoos comm. page, (i'm the wierdo with the purple humonculous (ouroboros) tattoo.) Anyway, i thought it'd be fun to bullshit with you, you have some similar interests as I do. (atleast from what i can tell of your other posts that i've seen)

anyway, it only seemed appropriate to leave a comment about your post on here, otherwise, i'd just feel like a silly jackass!

Re: sorry for intruding ; ;

[paroxysm-cycle.livejournal.com]

why hello there!

you really do have to push all the crap out of your head that people throw at you and just dive on what you want. my ex and i never saw eye to eye on that, hence our split. i'm passionate about what i do, and i really believe in it - i can't really make room for someone that doesn't respect that.

and i've wanted to get an ouroboros for the longest time now :)