okay okay....

2005 was a terrible, terrible year.

but there was one wonderful thing that has flourished during the mess of it. one thing that helped me through these last few months of the sheer emotional hell of losing my best friend AND the love of my life, moving to a town i hate, moving my life back four years....

one thing that will always warm my heart no matter how icy and cold i swear it is...

( wanna know what it is? )

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i think i just shat my pants/found a new lover

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xxxxxxxx: you should write a book about your life man.
xxxxxxxx: it's awe inspiring.
sLlmSpOOkY: yeah, i'll call it "memoirs of a jackass."
sLlmSpOOkY: fucker