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seperation anxiety from my dad. i love my dad and came clean about a LOT of stuff this christmas. told him i was a heroin addict for 5 years and that i just got out of the psych ward and tried to kill myself... he was so understanding and shared what this sickness has made him do... it helped... a lot...



blockbuster still has not found our paychecks. payroll hasn't been returning anyone's phonecalls. i have rent due. i have a phonebill to pay. i have to eat. i have over $800 dollars of medical bills that have gone into collections...

please money fairies, please grant me $5000- $7000 dollars so i can get absoletley everything taken care of and moving forward. i want to move forward, not take 2 steps back dammit.

grrr.

bokbok

i think the wall chickens are back (squirrels that live in my walls up here in the attic). there's 3 cats that have yet to experience the wall chickens and they are going absolutely NUTS trying to figure out where the squirrel squaks are coming from...

in other news i have two passed out stoners in my room so i cannot clean or even turn on the light. perhaps i should just go back to bed, heh.

weeeee!

also, the mail has not come to this house since thursday. the mailpeople are going to be refered to heron out as the mailbastards. fuck this sleet rain snow shit, they just hate me.

bastards. bring me the rest of everyone's christmas presents you shitsuckers!!!